Today, was unlike most days for me...a relationship ended and the world seemed to have something missing. There is a quite echo of loneliness that surrounds me, no vibration from my phone telling me I had a text or a missed call. There was no message on my computer from Skype and I came to the realization that my life for the past three months was now going to change.
I decided to read Rumblefish because it sparked my interest in music, and little did I know would relate to the events that are going on in my life. If you have ever been in a relationship, you know the pain from a breakup, whether it is good or bad. You start to feel that instant low nauseating ache in your chest leading down to your stomach. Unwanted emotion fills up into your eyes and everything reminds you of the person you are trying so hard to forget. The connection between two people through music is an instant memory flashing back into your mind. Whenever you hear that song you take yourself on a journey to the past and that one memory consumes your body with butterflies again. You breath and allow yourself to smile for just a second.
From spending every second with each other to quitting cold turkey you feel the loss of not only a companion but a friend and most importantly someone you can share your day with. There are plenty of fish in the sea and once one door closes another opens. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, but it doesn't mean it hurts any less. You may not always have that person in your life, the moments you have created together will live on for a life time.
-Maddie Rzeppa
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